Tuesday, September 3, 2013

Truth be told

I retake control over my own life and stand by myself like I'm my own wife.
I know myself no-matter what I'm told.
So I will be myself while I'm young and old.
Truth be told.

Respect the fact that I do not need to be like you

You can not be resentful cause I'm not resentful.
You cant be disbelieving cause I'm choosing not to be remorseful.
You can not feel bad because I do not hold on to anger.
All you can do is respect me in that manner.
I don't feel bad because I am not like you.
So all you can do is respect the fact that I do not need to be like you.

Because I will always know what is going on

Understand and know that love is where I belong.
It is what keeps me calm and away from wrong.
Know that my intentions are always based on love.
Therefore I am stating that love belongs with love.
Do not try to take me in a manner that is wrong.
Do it out of love because I am too strong.
For as long as it is love you need not fear that I will do you wrong.
Because I will always know what is going on.

Jy forseer nie jou manier met my soos n mens wat verkrag nie

Daar is nie n agterkant aan my storie nie.
So daar is geen manier vir jou om my gat te vat nie.
Ek is nie piel of poes belustag nie.
So daar is nie n manier vir jou om my vir n piel of poes te vat nie.
My derde oog is nie gat om iets in te druk nie.
So al sit jy wat in my gedagte in gaan dit nie vir jou uitwerk nie.
Jy kom nie deur/deer my sonder om jouself ontvrugbaar te maak nie.
Net vir die feit dat jy dit nie vir my gevra het nie.
Jy vra nie van my iets en bedoel iets anders nie.
Sonder dat ek dit dadelik onbestaan nie.
Ek het nie n dubbel nie.
So jy speel nie vir my nie.
GOD sal jou vermoor in geesie,geesie speel hier.
God belet jou manier van spoke rondstuur.
In die naam van Jesus,GOD en mens gebeur hier.
Moenie goed in my kop in druk en maak asof ek dit gemaak het nie.
Moenie fluister in my oor en maak asof ek dit gese het nie.
My nee is nie ja nie.
Maak nie saak hoe lank of baie jy vra nie.
Jy forseer nie jou manier met my soos n mens wat verkrag nie.  

I will not be...

I will not be spiritually, physically and mindfully fucked up the ass.
Nor will my soul be attacked and broken with focus on my ass. 

N wil wat ek nie sal ag nie is n wil vir verkrag nie

Moet nie n gat in my kop in praat nie om jou way te maak nie.
Want n wil wat ek nie sal ag nie is n wil vir verkrag nie.

For in all this I am blameless

Release my restrictions of my past convictions.
I surpass all suspicions and demand forgiveness.
For in all this I am blameless.

As jy my nie verstaan nie is dit nie my probleem nie

Ek is nie n slaansak of n skild om agter weg te kruip nie.
Ek is ook nie n gat om jou in weg te steek nie.
Ek is myself of jy my nou verstaan of nie.
Jy kan nie jou eie goed/goet met my kom maak nie.
Ek niks anders wees as net myself nie.
Jy blaas ook nie wind in my gat op nie.
My wil is nie n ding vir jou om mee te vok nie.
My wil is reine ware liefde of jy dit nou besef of nie.
Vir my kan jy nie terug hou deur/deer nie die waarheid te erken nie.
Vir my kan jy nie blammeer vir wat voor of na my met jou gebeur het nie.
Ek sal nooit myself ontken nie.
Jy kan my ook nie van myself weerhou nie.
Jy kan my ook nie van myself wil wegneem nie.
Ek het niks minder as net liefgehe nie.
Jy kan my ook nie blammeer vir wat jy toelaat om met jouself te gebeur as gevolg van my nie.
Ek is nie n gebruik nie.
So moet my nie gebruik nie en ook nie ry soos jy kyk nie.
As jy my nie verstaan nie is dit nie my probleem nie.

Ek is nie n pop wie se stringe jy trek nie

Vir my sal jy nie af vat met jou fokus of wilskrag nie.
Vir my sal jy nie verander deur met my kop te speel nie.
Ek is nie n poppie wie se stringe jy trek nie.

I will not hide

Your manipulative thinking will not change my mind.
Your abusive forceful actions will not kill myself inside.
You can not bully me into being kind.
My life is my own and for myself to find.
I will not hide.

Enables me to be myself

Do not question or disbelieve in me.
Love is my nature clear as the eyes can see.
The manner in which I function is based upon my self belief.
Enables me to be myself and gives me self relief.

Kry self benul

Druk soos jy wil inkom kans is nul/nil.
Jy't te veel gekul en agter af gewil.
Jy het geen benul wat dit is om lief te wil.
Jou speelekie is onvrugbaar gemaak en uit die lewe gewil.
Hou op mens in die gat kyk en erken jou siek wil.
"Kill your skill"
Ek het myself besiel vir wie will jy skiel/skill en kul?
Kry self benul!

Due to that way my will wills you impotent

I see you manipulate by way of complaint
As you play the system to your heart's content
Due to that way my will wills you impotent.

Don't mislead my eyes

Don't invade or brake me down with my eyes.
With your unsaid lies.
Misleading my eyes!

To keep loving perfectly

Install a self ability to keep in touch reality.
To comprehend and execute on possibility.
Dependent on the will in me.
To love with no impossibility.
I will do this selfish and selflessly.
To keep loving perfectly.

Love is what I do and done

I remain unforgotten in the good I've done.
Its my power in effect of what my love's become.
Among the billions I remain the one.
Love is what I do and done!

Don't you know your soul?

Your addicted to control so you cant let go.
You have a need to rule so disobedience is uncool.
Your a power addict and you will loose your self control.
Do you not know your soul?

Ask your planning self how did you brake my heart?

Your distrustful mind has broken my heart.
Its been said from the start do not betray my trust.
Now ask your planning self how did you brake my heart?

Besmet die vlees/vleis met my geskrewe woord materiaale!

Ek installeer en progameer my woord op die brein gewasse.
Spuit my geskrewe woorde in liggaame
en besmet die vlees/vleis met my geskrewe woord materiaale.

Waar ek my gevoelens vertaal in my moeder en tweede taal

My oopenbaaring is verklaar in my digterstaal. 
Waarin ek my gevoelens deur my woord uitstraal. 
Weerspeeling van my weese in in die mensverhaal. 
My persoonsweese is geskrewe in my rymverhaal. 
Waar ek my gevoelens vertaal.

I myself

I think for myself and I love myself. I see for myself and I feel myself. I fill up myself and I seed myself. I live in the womb of the soul myself. I flow myself and I drive myself. I sleep with myself and I know myself. I keep myself and live inside myself. For I am myself and my female self. I will myself and I am not against myself. I know myself. I have come to know and accept myself and I am fully satisfied with myself. I trust and understand myself and I do forgive myself. I truly honestly love myself and I am good enough for myself. I have nothing to change about myself and I am proud and happy with myself.

Monday, September 2, 2013

Reconnecting life to myself in my GOD condition

I work myself into the system like a neurotoxin.
A primary disease like the human condition.
Injecting my emotions through its primary function.
Reconnecting with myself with only love & emotion.
Capturing my state of being in my own evolution.
Disconnecting all the pipelines of myself polution.
Cell regeneration of myself solution.
Unbegetting process of myself abortion.
Reconnecting life to myself in my GOD condition.
My soul begin communication over every connection.
There is no abort switch in my love creation.
You can not brake my back to take control over my own creation.

I will

I will not mislead mislead myself in love.
Nor will I abuse that power of love.
I will not pretend to be in love.
I will truly and really fall in love.
I will not be afraid to fall in love.
I will fall in love for myself even if it means taking a risk in love
I will not stop myself from being in love.
I will not be jealous or resentful for being in love.
I will not be concerned for being in love.
I will know that all I need is love.
I will not steal myself from love.
I will not forbid myself from love.
I will feel I deserve to be in love.
I will not talk myself out of love.
I will not try to take the place of love.
I will not put myself out of love so that I can feel good about myself & know that I am in love.
I will accept my yes and understand my no.
I will not force myself against my will.
So that I may forgive for being forced against my will.
I will have a choice to follow or not follow my will.